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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 22:39:49 GMT

wow no comments from last entry...not even from the usual joe and brittany...time to shut this bitch down...

Saturday, October 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Oct 2006 03:26:18 GMT

hmmm what to sayyy?

well I guess Im doing a little bit better then when cadu had first left....still a little touchy about it but Im fine I guess...last football game tonight...rained the whole time and we got to play in the mud!! funn stuf yo!! lol

Im going trick or treating with my bestieee tomorrow and some other peeps and we are gonna be the colors of the rainbow!!!! Of course Im gonna be orange cause well lets all face it....I have orange hair and it just works out!!! should be pretty sweet and then afterwards Im goin to kates bonfire fo some funn!!! woohoo!!! sunday I believe Im gonna try to go to 7 floors of hell with my dude chris bia and sam leonhard!!! scary stuff right thurr....

thats just about my weekend though so cell it if you need me or wanna join!!!

Monday, October 23, 2006

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 01:16:26 GMT

k well I had a bf for about a week....yea the foriegn exchange boy cadu from brazil was deported saturday october 21. things were going sooo good for me and then all this happened..it was just a bad week all together

"ali, when it rains, it pours babe...smile for me and everything will shine again soon"-sean bammer

^^^wish I could believe you sean...but everything totally sucks right now....first jaclyn and now my cadu is gone too. def come to a conclusion that I hate life...period.

Monday, October 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 00:26:32 GMT

omgoodness!!!! I could totally not be happier right now....just found out that the guy Im like in love with Likes me back!!!! how often does this happen for alison renee?!!! not THAT often!

homecoming was the shit this year. I had the perfect date...awesome dress...coolest group....yummiest dinner...sweet dance moves...what more could you ask for? I partied afterwards of course. But dont worry...I was responsible! lol Life seems to be going in the right direction yet again and I hope it continues to go in that direction. no more bumps in the road!

........why is he soo amazing?

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 01:38:14 GMT

-your pulling the trigger, pulling trigger all wrong! -

so I have decided that I am officially doomed to roam the world alone for the rest of my life. I suck. good luck to all of you though!

-boys will be boys!-

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 00:07:31 GMT

well, I believe it is time for another entry...

ok soo.....I definatley really need a bf. I mean I dont honestly think I will get another one soon because I am disgustingly hideous...(Im not fishing for compliments. trust me, if I was trying to do that, I wouldnt even bother doing it through xanga) but yea. I miss holding hands, cuddling, kissing, waking up in his arms, having someone to love. yes, I am referring to Jon. no one knows this, but I cry about him often. the way he treated me, but in the beginning, it was magic. we loved eachother with everything we had. and then he turned the other cheek on me. I hate him now yes, but deep down, I miss him terribly. I cry EVERY night...literally....I just want love back. I want a bf so badly because I love knowing that Im not gonna be alone. If anybody has any suggestions....feel free to tell me. I need someone, badly.

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 02:40:37 GMT

RANDOM NIGHT.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 17:42:47 GMT

first of all...I just have to say thank you soooo much to joe and brittany! I love you guys sooo much, you make me feel a lot better knowing that you guys care. Joe, your such a sweet guy and I hope you and amy have an amazing time at homecoming! Brittany, I love you. I hope everything works out the way you want them to. I know they will. thanks you guys.

secondly- I need a break.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:47:24 GMT

I HATE being single....I just feel so alone cause like everyone I know has someone that cares about them a lot...and I got no one. lately I feel like Im going back into my hole of depression just because Im lonely. The sad thing is...I have only been single for a little over a month. I have no idea what to do...any suggestions anyone???

Monday, September 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 00:22:18 GMT

ah haha...just when you think things are going just the way you want them to...and everything is fine...it all just goes downhill.... Im ready to just say...

SCREW LIFE!